So when I started this blog, my goal was to be as real as possible. None of this “I am the Mother Earth News version of Martha Stewart, and my life is a magazine” crap. Yes, I garden. Yes, I knit and crochet. Yes, I cook mostly from scratch. Yes, I preserve nearly all the fruits and vegetables we eat all winter. And I work full-time. But I am not superwoman. I just cut out TV (amazing what a time suck that used to be).
But there are many days my house is wreck. I cannot bear to take pictures, but as I sit here now at 10:20 pm, I have accomplished nothing. Went to church this morning, went to lunch with the family, had a meeting at church at 4 pm, left at 5:00 to retrieve my children from their grandparents (who were already calling to determine my whereabouts), went by the grocery store (my third time this weekend, thanks to no list), got gas, and came home. Hubby stayed at church, so it’s been just Mama in charge. Despite driving all over the county all day, I accomplished nothing. I have also refereed (real word?) two fighting younger boys all afternoon and one surly, smart-alecky preteen boy who is running on 3 hours sleep thanks to a sleepover at a friends’ house. He was sent to bed at 6pm, because Mama could take no more. Really, neither could he.
As I survey the scene around me, there is an array of action figures, 4 unknown articles of clothing, a plastic shoebox, and a box of seed packets on the floor. I cannot see my kitchen counters because there has been no time to stop and load the dishwasher this weekend. You have be home for more than 15 minutes to do that. Children had peanut butter and jelly sandwiches for dinner (strawberry preserves counts as a fruit, right?). And milk. And a nice dose of Augmentin, thanks to the 102.5 degree fevers Friday night (this is the same Augmentin that led the 3 yr. old to run naked and wet from the tub tonight, shouting that his brother had poop on his finger…..oh Lord). And the oldest mumbled something about having no clean socks as he staggered to bed before daylight.
I am thankful tonight that I have at least managed to keep them alive. And they are clean. That’s as much as I can muster today.